my new fav. day is THURSDAY!

HEY!!! totally thursdays! totally my favourite day now on! why? I feel happiest on this day, that is why!! i normally feel like fuck on mondays u know lah..throughout tues, wed..THURSDAY IS JUST AWESOME (for a loner like me) last thursday, got all euphoric at M.O.S most importantly get to hang out with my crazy bitches! (in a good way, I call them bitches, don't worry). TODAY?!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE! =D call me crazy! i feel really overexcited, high and hyper!

today is the day i got to meet up with every of my good friend from the diploma times! gosh I MISSED THEM! each and every of them had a reason to be close to me back then! and it made me normal again! =D I woke up today at 7.30am. can u imagine? up til around 8pm I DID NOT TALK AS MUCH AS I USUALLY DO and it's TORTURING!! in between, very little chats with my boyfriend, Trev, Mr.Chuan and WHAT? THAT'S IT? for someone like me, I can rot for not talking to somebody! =( you'll expect this post to be lengthy because I did not get to talk to PEOPLE today. so you can't really blame me for loving this day so much I didn't wana let it go! :'( Not to mention today was the first day I met up with Dato' Seri Wallace Yeoh's gf, his Datin Seri! OMG! I'm sorry for sounding SO lesbian but boy, was she gorgeous! she has really beautiful eyes!! like they shimmer everytime she blinks! way to go Wallace..big sis very happy for you! :) AHHHHH I still feel sooooooo happy! it was crazy! to see Wallace, Ling, Crystal, Krystal, Emilio, Trev, Eu-Gin ALL AT ONCE! I was so happy bagaikan nenek in Moonlight Resonance berjumpa with her cucu sekalian. yes, that kind of happiness. these are my college friends who will want to see me again, to keep in touch, our wavelength is the same, we can talk and understand each other! next week!! (I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE JEFFREEEEEY) we will be hanging out (make sure it's a Thursday!) and the following week? I really hope to meet up with old friends again. SERIOUSLY!

At morning lecture, no I don't think I had "conversations" today, so kinda camwhored to tenangkan jiwa. (wah got such thing? GOTTTTTT)

bored baboons.

Eskimo Alvin.

tongues to ya!

trev u better layan me this time..

amy is sooo radiant! =D

this is where I was, this is how I looked, this is how I spent my time during my breaks.

after a good shower, late evening, I thought to myself, Fuck y'all who make me unhappy! I shouldn't have even cared or whined about this in the first place!

Last nite, and this evening, I had the best attention and guidance from 2 of my lecturers when I got into some dilemma/conflict/drama/u name it with a "Senior"(whom I adore like hell, but I had to choose to between continue admiring him or to go against what he wanted me to do, ok nvm). wait, they are more than my lecturers. they are mentors, sifus, gurus, GOD!!(wah, cherry relax..) they have taught me, opened me up, and hey, do I feel stronger or what..:) they make me want to just stop whining and start loving LIFE. THANK YOU MS. LIM SIZ SIZ AND MR. CHUAN TEK PHEUNG! One day (fingers-crossed!) if I climb up the corporate ladder, I WILL REMEMBER YOU SO MUCH! u must also come to my wedding and my baby/babies' shower party..(cherry weh weh relax) I just want to thank you both! :)

After chit chatting til around midnite..here I am sneaking out of the rented house, ending up in McDonald's! yes I'm lovin' it! wi-fi here damn fast weh! best lah online! only in the virtual world will I feel normal again, like I get back myself, like I know people actually don't mind I don't speak Mandarin in my daily routine. people actually response to me, people actually feel hey cherry, it's not alien to speak English! (GOD!) right now, I am enjoying being online (escapism and isolation) and am actually reading cyber law textbook. no shit.

I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK TO TAMAN DESA TOMORROWWWWWWWW! I miss my che-che, my lionel boy, my neighbour, my mr.bear, my stray cats!, my bed!, my morning and evening walks, my 100 yen shop, my marmite chicken rice, my ane ane in sri neela's, and even looking forward to *something* ssssssh...secret!