Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Cherry is fearless.

Hello good friends of mine! and the public! let me start by telling you how I feel right now.

I've never been this disappointed, to be proven right about someone repeatedly. Sometimes I wished I made a mistake, like there's still something good about him and I've misunderstood him. But today? It is by far, crystal clear that he is not worth even to be friends with. Yes, not even friends. You see, I have a very demanding requirement when it comes to friends. Friends come and go? So far, a few left. One, has too much of affection I draw a line. The other? will soon leave KL, and planned not to tell me. Today, this very person I'm talking about? Uttered the most ridiculous things to say, even emphasized on killing me should I appear in his sight. yes, What the fuck.

OMG?!? what has Cherry done? if you know me well and know my style, I've done nothing wrong. he is just really upset and got too emotional. but hey, I have my times of breakingdown too but I don't go threatening IF I SEE YOU, U'LL BE DEAD, fuck you, yes I mean it, I wanna fucking kill you. honestly, for a man to say something like that to a girl, and then after a while end up crying and saying sorry on the phone. really nothing to be proud of. really uncool. I hope u read this and I want to tell you, you have no rights to tell me to live or not.

No, don't get me wrong, I'm not shitting in my pants right now, im just far down right fucking disappointed after all of the love we had, the things I have done for him, he still has the most immatured thoughts up til today. If i let go a relationship/friendship, I don't need it back. You. You were a rare case. We have broken up 5 times majorly and each time that you didn't learn, I came back to you without questioning logic or the right thing to do. It was only because I loved you that much, ignoring so many challenges I ought to encounter. I still did my best. but now? You have the most unimaginable things to think and say about me. then I'd like to end it by saying : "boy, you thought wrong".

Cherry has better things to do.

3 comments:

vingie.com said...

OMG. He said those things to you? like wtf! tsk tsk tsk..

Anastasya Hong@Kylie said...

u did the right thing...love set us free

Cherry KSL said...

thanks girls..mmmuaaah!