Because..
I was playful during the exams, I was so foolishly smittened by a boy’s words and sweet nothings. Attitude like in high school, I was too excited about everything, couldn’t sleep, couldn’t eat and I even had Alvin shouting at me “Kam Shin Ling, what time now, eat ur food lah” from above Feelings Café stairs (it was just mins away from PR Theories exam) and I remember my spaghetti was served an hour before that but I ran downstairs to talk (I can see Sabina going “ya ya ya I remember!). and the night before? I was soo stupid that I was on msn with him til around 3am and that’s when I haven’t touched my notes. Which 21 yr old would do that weh, I admit..i was totally naive.
Don’t only blame the past lah cherry, besides that, I also memang didn’t like Statistics subject because I’m not good at it haha.
But above all that….I thankkkk God you protected me and I believe you have forgiven my stupidity.
I PASSED MY 2ND SEM OF ADVANCED DIPLOMA (not with flying colors though) WHEN I WAS LITERALLY EXPECTING TO FLUNK ONE OR TWO.
This is worth celebrating because I AM SO RELIEVED!! Congratulations to all of my buddies in college, you guys I guess, also in my situation..thinking u’d resit (choyy) but good that we’re happy now. Singing dancing eating bila woii…
This is the issue with me you see…previously I was sooooo bummed because everyone else did way better than me and my cgpa was low and all that. Then I promised myself many things. And came the 2nd semester, I definitely didn’t remember the many things I promised myself, didn’t work hard and got fucking distracted with personal problems (aiya you know what they are lah). Eh I should use less of F word. Sorry, comes out very naturally. Especially these days.
My shoe-shi theraphy...
Really made me feel better, sushi to swallow up and new shoes to slip on.
I don’t know if this is good or bad news, but after all the hoo-hah,
What’s ‘uncomfortably mine’.
What hoo-hah u ask? Sigh lazy want to tell the world.
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