i've been too hard on myself.

everything was in a rush and a blur at the same time for the past (not few) but MANY weeks. i've been setting too many goals for myself, pushed myself so much I end up becoming edgy and unhappy and all i want to do is to bitch about life. it's very weird coming from me, someone you know very well who loves to express. i finally find it so hard to tell you what i really feel this time round. i really want to know that this is a phase, part of growing up, it's normal and that you too, are going through quite the same shit.

gets frustrating but I'll overcome this. see how deep and profound I'm getting lately!? gosh..

I know I'll be better, like I told Led. Indirectly, I quietly thought to myself how there's actually something very wrong about how I take my life, I'm actually whining. worst of all, no actions to it. Thanks to a casual chilling session with Led&Shaun, appreciate it so much. if it wasn't for their kind opinion and advice, I would've stayed this grumpy bitch for theee entire week.

A promise to myself to not bitch about life but instead, to do something about it.

tomorrow onwards is the extension of my internship, i don't intend to let anyone down, so I better get myself together! semangat!! semangat!!

Seriously, life is meaningless without these special girls..(our recent random gathering that was so awesome!)

girls, pls tell me that everything will be alright and that im on the right track :'(

sigh, hitting my head three times, and let the beautiful tomorrow unfold.