I want to live a carefree life where I feel happy with every decision and second rational thoughts never exist. I can do anything without guilt. I don't know how to feel hurt. I laugh things off. I rebel. I easily become proud of myself...what a nice feeling, to love him and to push matured thoughts aside and never to overthink things.
now I'm 20. now it's not like that anymore. and I hate that I can't stay the sweet 16 cherry.
I want to love him like we are sixteen.
no matter how I try, it's really not like that anymore.
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