HAPPY DEEPAVALI 2008!

....sucks! see? I told 2008 is not a good year! (selective perception) no matter how it didn't make me happy, I'll always respect this festival and will do something good out of it. despite turning down a few open house invitations, I never failed to be the chellamma, Indian girl at heart. I actually walked to Taman Desa for 3 freaking rounds. First, to the bank. Second, to experience Charmy Snowy Ice which is not all-that-special and pretty overpriced. Third, to the park. wait, make it four times, but suet ling drove us to Sri Neela's haha. some might say, Cherry you that bored? =p apparently I am.

I forced myself to do my work, well which I did but just dammmmmmn small bit of it lo. LAZZZZZY BETUL. spirit really isn't there. I keep thinking of fooood. :) and it's deepavali how can I not be out to celebrate it with my brothers and sisters. haih.

Insistent, the girls and I met up again at night! well not all of us. I purposely wanted to indulge myself into Indian food all the way from rice curry and mutton all over. which was what i had! HEAVEN! PARADISE! =D the ane was sooooo nice they gave me awesome extras and hey, I still feel my dinner and I can't sleeeeeeeep! too full! so im just gona hang around til it feels digested!

Well I don't really have filling dinners like today's. In fact, it'd be my last. I'll never have dinners for quite some time (see, it's up online and made public means I am serrrrrious about it)

Today I had many thoughts (ya la wander around taman desa and housing areas whole day). I had lots of self-talk. I have learnt so many things actually and I'm glad I did!

1) I used to be more hardworking. So I need to push myself no matter how many excuses I could come up with.

2) Stop forcing. I used to be terrible. I used to do things or say things in the way that the outcome has to be like how I expect it to be. Yes, I do force things to happen. I never really liked the "come what may" attitude. well, maybe that proves me being woman. but I will learn to let things be, and not control things to be my way. In the future, if he doesnt wana get to you, you don't have to bother. because there's more to life.

3) Stop thinking with your heart. Sometimes, or I mean most of the time it's bad. to listen to ur heart and never ur head. That's true, I can never use my head but I will right this moment on.

I foresee a freaking busy week ahead after the holiday. I will go through this, once this hurdle, I will see the finishing line.

The girls are right. Think about 7th November! :)

Here's to all of my Hindu family members...a respect to your culture, Happy Deepavali, yours truly.